Dear Diary,
6.39pm in the evening,
It's saturday the 2nd of October.
I'm feeling empty. So empty.
Sitting alone at the McDonald's Dataran Pahlawan in Malacca. Here is such a wonderful place,facing to the heritage building, ordered a cup of coffee, I know meditation is just the only freaking thing that I can really do right now. Past few days my fucking final exam was just ended, but I doesn't feel any happiness existed. You guess what? I was not really do well in all the papers. Chaos up everything. Nothing I can worry about except I will bring my lovely mum down. But I am a total slacker, I know I don't deserved to get a good result. FML.
In my mind, I would like to talk about friendship instead of everything right now. Marvelous. I'd a bunch of buddies around me. Insanity, thoughtful, caring, warmness are just the descriptions for us. We are incredible awesome. In another way round, I can say that reality is much more different from what you thought, if it is real but I'm sure it can't stay too long, friendship forever is just the bollocks from some innocent naive fella. All the consequences happen main is for black sheep existed between them. Its trying to devastate bonding between them, rumours spread around, petty action. This kind of villian is unacceptable and unforgivable. I have no idea what kind of fucking thinking in their mind. Have no sense at all. Please don't be so narrow minded, end up you will have no friends. Advisable.
Absolutely. If you think he/she is your true friend, then just stick to your instinct and try harder to get a trust. Everybody needs friend so badly. So do I. Please never ever try to destroy all the relationship. I'm sure all of you all don't ever want to be a lone ranger. Friendship begins with a smile, grows with a heart and I don't wanna end with tear. So be precious and appreciate.
The best kind of friend is the kind whom you can sit on porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you have ever had. How awesome if you can found someone that really can do that with you. Think deeply, how hard can be if you never say a word when you are with someone and without any embarrassment happen. This is incredibly true friend of you.
Anyway all I said above is just what I thought what I feel,nothing about personal. XOXO. Goodbye dear diaries.
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Life always interesting
Dear diary,
12.00pm in the afternoon.
It's tuesday the 25th of May 2010.
You one and only source into bobo's life is how to make life interesting. Full of insanity. Full of heart. Full of optimism. That's me. (Omg...narcissm siao). Haha. I was try to figured it out all the time, but happiness is not inevitable, you have to watch out and catch the opportunity that came to you. As I said Life is a climb. So be smart and observant.
Anyway. I am a new blogger but my this damn blog already been created more than half a year ago, because I have totally no idea how am I going to deliver all my innermost thingy to everyone. It is a super duper hard lesson for me to learn from now onwards. Let's start. Here we go.
Everyday I wake up from bed, the first thing that I thought is what I supposed to do, what should not, everything whether going smooth.. blah blah blah. Am I worrying too much? Am I so busy-minded? No no no, totally not. I need perfection. I need everything have been arranged. I don't wanna mess my day. Not for a sec. I don't want to replay my life over and over again. It's bored. But today I am free. FML.
What is the next day of today? The answer is Tomorrow. It make me pretty nervous but it make me full of enthusiasm in the same way. Emcee ain't easy. I knew it all the time. Humorous can't appeared in the formal event. That is the thing killing me. You can't simply talk what you want to talk. Because you have to respect all those fucking VIPs. For me VIP just stand for VERY IDIOT PERSON. Nothing much mean to me. But what to do. I am the emcee of Mass Call Ceremony of Utar. FML again. By the way I hope the day I wont be too tense. Because tension caused me studded. That is so embarrassed. Keep recall myself "If I think I can I can". It cheers me up pretty much. Thanks to it.
The day after tomorrow I have to get back to work which is Thursday to Sunday. Outstation to Malacca. Always a wonderful place to me, glad to be working at there. Anyway I've been stop working for more than 4 months, kinda lot of new products of camera are very strange to me. But beginning always is the hardest for everyone, I manage to handle it pretty well as I can. Don't stop...believing. by Glee*addicted* LOL.
Some photos I have to share with you all. Just came back from redang last week. It was very fun but I got my tan. So this is the happy thingy and the sad thingy. Equivalent. LOL. Here we go.
waiting for our breakfast in Mcd at subang airport
shooting photo while waiting for the plane
waiting again. this time is wait for the boat at jetty.
fucking love the background.
Redang Reef Resort.
They are Tiran, Wei Jun and birthday babe Yuki.
chee leong saw something. Lolz.
love the ocean blue.
jump higher to achieve the dream.
Full of craziness.
Oh my gosh. I finished the first blog. I can't imagine that. Haha.
Anyway. Dear diary, I signing off. Bye.
from Bobo Ngoh.
12.00pm in the afternoon.
It's tuesday the 25th of May 2010.
You one and only source into bobo's life is how to make life interesting. Full of insanity. Full of heart. Full of optimism. That's me. (Omg...narcissm siao). Haha. I was try to figured it out all the time, but happiness is not inevitable, you have to watch out and catch the opportunity that came to you. As I said Life is a climb. So be smart and observant.
Anyway. I am a new blogger but my this damn blog already been created more than half a year ago, because I have totally no idea how am I going to deliver all my innermost thingy to everyone. It is a super duper hard lesson for me to learn from now onwards. Let's start. Here we go.
Everyday I wake up from bed, the first thing that I thought is what I supposed to do, what should not, everything whether going smooth.. blah blah blah. Am I worrying too much? Am I so busy-minded? No no no, totally not. I need perfection. I need everything have been arranged. I don't wanna mess my day. Not for a sec. I don't want to replay my life over and over again. It's bored. But today I am free. FML.
What is the next day of today? The answer is Tomorrow. It make me pretty nervous but it make me full of enthusiasm in the same way. Emcee ain't easy. I knew it all the time. Humorous can't appeared in the formal event. That is the thing killing me. You can't simply talk what you want to talk. Because you have to respect all those fucking VIPs. For me VIP just stand for VERY IDIOT PERSON. Nothing much mean to me. But what to do. I am the emcee of Mass Call Ceremony of Utar. FML again. By the way I hope the day I wont be too tense. Because tension caused me studded. That is so embarrassed. Keep recall myself "If I think I can I can". It cheers me up pretty much. Thanks to it.
The day after tomorrow I have to get back to work which is Thursday to Sunday. Outstation to Malacca. Always a wonderful place to me, glad to be working at there. Anyway I've been stop working for more than 4 months, kinda lot of new products of camera are very strange to me. But beginning always is the hardest for everyone, I manage to handle it pretty well as I can. Don't stop...believing. by Glee*addicted* LOL.
Some photos I have to share with you all. Just came back from redang last week. It was very fun but I got my tan. So this is the happy thingy and the sad thingy. Equivalent. LOL. Here we go.
waiting for our breakfast in Mcd at subang airport
shooting photo while waiting for the plane
waiting again. this time is wait for the boat at jetty.
fucking love the background.
Redang Reef Resort.
They are Tiran, Wei Jun and birthday babe Yuki.
chee leong saw something. Lolz.
love the ocean blue.
jump higher to achieve the dream.
Full of craziness.
Oh my gosh. I finished the first blog. I can't imagine that. Haha.
Anyway. Dear diary, I signing off. Bye.
from Bobo Ngoh.
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