The best kind of friend

Dear Diary,
6.39pm in the evening,
It's saturday the 2nd of October.

I'm feeling empty. So empty.

Sitting alone at the McDonald's Dataran Pahlawan in Malacca. Here is such a wonderful place,facing to the heritage building, ordered a cup of coffee, I know meditation is just the only freaking thing that I can really do right now. Past few days my fucking final exam was just ended, but I doesn't feel any happiness existed. You guess what? I was not really do well in all the papers. Chaos up everything. Nothing I can worry about except I will bring my lovely mum down. But I am a total slacker, I know I don't deserved to get a good result. FML.

In my mind, I would like to talk about friendship instead of everything right now. Marvelous. I'd a bunch of buddies around me. Insanity, thoughtful, caring, warmness are just the descriptions for us. We are incredible awesome. In another way round, I can say that reality is much more different from what you thought, if it is real but I'm sure it can't stay too long, friendship forever is just the bollocks from some innocent naive fella. All the consequences happen main is for black sheep existed between them. Its trying to devastate bonding between them, rumours spread around, petty action. This kind of villian is unacceptable and unforgivable. I have no idea what kind of fucking thinking in their mind. Have no sense at all. Please don't be so narrow minded, end up you will have no friends. Advisable.

Absolutely. If you think he/she is your true friend, then just stick to your instinct and try harder to get a trust. Everybody needs friend so badly. So do I. Please never ever try to destroy all the relationship. I'm sure all of you all don't ever want to be a lone ranger. Friendship begins with a smile, grows with a heart and I don't wanna end with tear. So be precious and appreciate.

The best kind of friend is the kind whom you can sit on porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you have ever had. How awesome if you can found someone that really can do that with you. Think deeply, how hard can be if you never say a word when you are with someone and without any embarrassment happen. This is incredibly true friend of you.

Anyway all I said above is just what I thought what I feel,nothing about personal. XOXO. Goodbye dear diaries.